Jealous of a couple I saw
I was just at the grocery store, and for the first time in nearly a year or two, I saw a gay couple there. They were my age too. It sounds kind of silly, being excited about it, but I see dozens of straight couples 24/7, 365 days of the year. They were both very cute, very fashionable, and clearly in love. At first I was shocked, then excited, then insanely jealous, and then very sad. I want that. Will it ever come? Is it pathetic of me to feel jealous? Who knows. Time will tell. It’s hard to diva stomp my way out of feelings like those….